Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Another plug through Krugman

I meant to post this a while ago. Krugman's gotten a lot of shit for writing this since he did a few weeks ago, but from everything I've personally seen, experienced, heard, and read in the past couple weeks, I do agree with him. Like it or not.

Hate Springs Eternal

Published: February 11, 2008

In 1956 Adlai Stevenson, running against Dwight Eisenhower, tried to make the political style of his opponent’s vice president, a man by the name of Richard Nixon, an issue. The nation, he warned, was in danger of becoming “a land of slander and scare; the land of sly innuendo, the poison pen, the anonymous phone call and hustling, pushing, shoving; the land of smash and grab and anything to win. This is Nixonland.”

The quote comes from “Nixonland,” a soon-to-be-published political history of the years from 1964 to 1972 written by Rick Perlstein, the author of “Before the Storm.” As Mr. Perlstein shows, Stevenson warned in vain: during those years America did indeed become the land of slander and scare, of the politics of hatred.

And it still is. In fact, these days even the Democratic Party seems to be turning into Nixonland.

The bitterness of the fight for the Democratic nomination is, on the face of it, bizarre. Both candidates still standing are smart and appealing. Both have progressive agendas (although I believe that Hillary Clinton is more serious about achieving universal health care, and that Barack Obama has staked out positions that will undermine his own efforts). Both have broad support among the party’s grass roots and are favorably viewed by Democratic voters.

Supporters of each candidate should have no trouble rallying behind the other if he or she gets the nod.

Why, then, is there so much venom out there?

I won’t try for fake evenhandedness here: most of the venom I see is coming from supporters of Mr. Obama, who want their hero or nobody. I’m not the first to point out that the Obama campaign seems dangerously close to becoming a cult of personality. We’ve already had that from the Bush administration — remember Operation Flight Suit? We really don’t want to go there again.

What’s particularly saddening is the way many Obama supporters seem happy with the application of “Clinton rules” — the term a number of observers use for the way pundits and some news organizations treat any action or statement by the Clintons, no matter how innocuous, as proof of evil intent.

The prime example of Clinton rules in the 1990s was the way the press covered Whitewater. A small, failed land deal became the basis of a multiyear, multimillion-dollar investigation, which never found any evidence of wrongdoing on the Clintons’ part, yet the “scandal” became a symbol of the Clinton administration’s alleged corruption.

During the current campaign, Mrs. Clinton’s entirely reasonable remark that it took L.B.J.’s political courage and skills to bring Martin Luther King Jr.’s dream to fruition was cast as some kind of outrageous denigration of Dr. King.

And the latest prominent example came when David Shuster of MSNBC, after pointing out that Chelsea Clinton was working for her mother’s campaign — as adult children of presidential aspirants often do — asked, “doesn’t it seem like Chelsea’s sort of being pimped out in some weird sort of way?” Mr. Shuster has been suspended, but as the Clinton campaign rightly points out, his remark was part of a broader pattern at the network.

I call it Clinton rules, but it’s a pattern that goes well beyond the Clintons. For example, Al Gore was subjected to Clinton rules during the 2000 campaign: anything he said, and some things he didn’t say (no, he never claimed to have invented the Internet), was held up as proof of his alleged character flaws.

For now, Clinton rules are working in Mr. Obama’s favor. But his supporters should not take comfort in that fact.

For one thing, Mrs. Clinton may yet be the nominee — and if Obama supporters care about anything beyond hero worship, they should want to see her win in November.

For another, if history is any guide, if Mr. Obama wins the nomination, he will quickly find himself being subjected to Clinton rules. Democrats always do.

But most of all, progressives should realize that Nixonland is not the country we want to be. Racism, misogyny and character assassination are all ways of distracting voters from the issues, and people who care about the issues have a shared interest in making the politics of hatred unacceptable.

One of the most hopeful moments of this presidential campaign came last month, when a number of Jewish leaders signed a letter condemning the smear campaign claiming that Mr. Obama was a secret Muslim. It’s a good guess that some of those leaders would prefer that Mr. Obama not become president; nonetheless, they understood that there are principles that matter more than short-term political advantage.

I’d like to see more moments like that, perhaps starting with strong assurances from both Democratic candidates that they respect their opponents and would support them in the general election.

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Some of my briefly hashed out comments, hopefully semi-coherent:

There's a line in there, that "Clinton is more serious about achieving universal health care, and that Barack Obama has staked out positions that will undermine his own efforts." With this, I wholeheartedly agree. You look at the fact that Obama has actually been using as a surrogate on healthcare "Bush Dog Democrat Jim Cooper," the very guy who worked back in '93 and '94 to undermine Clinton's healthcare plan with more insurance-friendly proposals to other senators and lobbyists. As Krugman writes, "This fits in with my sense, based on everything we’ve seen in this campaign, that Obama just isn’t all that committed to health care reform. If he does make it to the White House, I hope he proves me wrong. But as I’ve written before, from my perspective it looks as if a dream is dying." Word, Paul Krugman.

The issues, though extend beyond healthcare (which Hillary clearly has the upper hand in), and go back to experience. (yes I know people are sick of hearing me and all Hill fans say it). As my good friend Klaus over at Stanford was telling me the other day, the differences in policy between Hillary and Obama are few, artificial and intentionally imposed, only to allow respective supporters to have something to cling to. We were talking about foreign policy, for instance:

"The distinction they're drawing on each other's foreign policy approaches is artificial, and in fact I think the same about several other issues on which they supposedly differ. They just think so similarly about policy issues that they're trying to make artificial distinctions like this so that they have something their supporters can hold on to.

What's more important to me is that I feel like Obama is so inexperienced that he's had to take sides on issues hastily. In many cases, his policy positions have been significantly influenced by what Hillary has been saying - not by principle - and intentionally either slightly different or exactly the same. The foreign policy issue is a good example. In the debate where it first came up, Obama was asked the question first, and his answer was about as simple as it could have been: yes, he would agree to meet with foreign leaders even if they were unfriendly regimes. Hillary's answer came next, and it was more nuanced and diplomatic: yes, but with the proper conditions to insure that she would not be used for propaganda purposes. Hillary's was instantly seen as the more seasoned approach, and I think that Obama would have taken the same position had he considered it beforehand. Of course, he couldn't change his position at this point, so he instead turned it into an artificial distinction which he's still defending today.

For this reason, it's not the position itself that worries me about Obama, but the fact that he's insecure and impressionable at this point in the way he arrives at these positions, obviously as a result of his inexperience." I completely, completely agree.

Hillary is indeed a much more seasoned politician, whether at home or abroad. She's thought the issues through to a greater extent than Obama has, and her amazing command of the issues during debates makes this readily apparent, especially as you see Obama next to her who is a smooth-talker, don't get me wrong, but has really just been parroting Hillary's policies back at us. Moreover Hillary so well received in the world and has dealt with international relations so much more than Obama has, she's been in the White House before, learned from past mistakes, and she has Bill on her team, who is an asset (but a lot of people diagree with me on that.... as Tina Fey says, "'Cause that would be terrible, having two intelligent, qualified people in the White House.").

Some more stuff that I was telling another pro-Obama friend earlier when we were talking specifically against Hillary's foreign policy and her unwillingness to say that she'd meet with leaders of hostile nations in the first year of her presidency without preconditions:

"First of all, Hillary knows better than to get us into something like Kuwait, Vietnam or Iraq. Those are instances of all-out military action, and those examples are way unrealistic/totally out of proportion when the issue at hand is whether or not the president would engage in a totally open door policy and risk being used for propaganda purposes. Also, you’re acting like Hillary isn’t willing to talk to ANYONE at all. She’s willing to talk to these leaders with reasonable preconditions set forth by the U.S. It’s not like she’s going to keep the US in the “isolationist paranoid state” that it’s in. Her ability in international relations will restore our image abroad. She’s just going to be more careful in doing so than Obama will be and is wise to not make rash, full out promises about what she may or may not do during her first year in term.

Beyond this, what I was MORE trying to say was (as my good friend Klaus presented the argument to me), that it’s the way that Obama has arrived at his position that is far more troubling than the issue at hand (Hillary’s unwillingness to talk to hostile countries without preconditions). In other words, in this case, it’s not really about the issue, or their distinctions when dealing with the issue, because they’re just creating these differences so that their supporters will have something tangible to cling to that makes one distinct from the other. You’re clinging to Obama’s stance on foreign policy, I’m clinging to Hillary’s on healthcare, we’re all guilty of it, and that’s exactly what they’re trying to get us to do. However, you say it’s unfair to Obama to say that he hasn’t given his policies enough thought, and this is where we fundamentally disagree. I stand by what I said before. A lot of his platform has been parroted from and influenced directly by Hillary’s, that Obama had to arrive at his decision hastily when he was first asked about this particular aspect of foreign policy, and that he would have taken the more seasoned approach had he known how Hillary would respond. And I know you’re sick of hearing about experience, but yes, experience is the root of the matter. And I still value experience very highly, no matter how much you dismiss it. You say that sure, you can just get by without experience as long as you surround yourself with experienced people. Doesn’t that sound almost exactly like what Bush did?? Surround himself with these people and sit back and watch the nation go down the tube. I’d rather have a president who has a solid grounding in foreign policy and domestic issues him/herself as a result of having dealt with the same issues in the past. Executive power is more power than you think, and Bush was able to abuse it like none other.

But even if you want to put experience aside, what’s more important to you as far as issue differences go? Well, the only two issues on which they differ is foreign policy and helathcare. (foreign policy, BARELY even). So what's more important to you: Foreign policy or healthcare? For me, it’s more healthcare. Don’t get me wrong, foreign policy is a high on the list/legit concern…I spent a few weeks in Egypt over winter break and some time in Dubai before that and realize how legitimately frustrated the entire Arab world/Mid East is with us right now. But this is a result of the current administration, and if you think that a seasoned politician like Hillary is going to perpetuate that, you are completely wrong, which is why her seasoned, cautious stance doesn't worry me a lot. If healthcare is at the top the list of issues you strongly value (like it is for me), Hillary clearly comes out on top. The argument that her healthcare plan failed in the past is so it won't get through this time is lame. It's precisely because of the kind of people that Obama has working on his healthcare plan that Hillary's mandated universal healthcare plan failed in '93. Hillary's learned from the past and won't repeat mistakes that were made.

So when Krugman says that "Obama has staked out positions that will undermine his efforts," I think this is what he's referring to. It's a big jump to say you'd meet with hostile leaders without preconditions during your first year in office. And now if he's elected, he'll have to uphold that statement, even if its not in our best interests. It was an unseasoned, hasty response.

Obama has a personality cult, whether you believe it or not. Hillary is still the machine slash bitch subject to Clinton Rules, and Obama is the motivator, who can bring change because he's so "likeable" and "charismatic" and "nonpolarizing" and all those fuzzy vomit-inducing words. And these reasons for supporting Obama are the ones that I have little to no respect for at all. While a lot of people say that the fact that Hillary is polarizing is a legitimate concern, I personally don't think that it will hinder her ability to execute policy and create change. Take Bush for example. What other person could alienate liberals (hell, even republicans) more?? And yet look at how much he's expanded executive power to push his agendas through. If dear Bushie can do it, then Hillary can too. Puh-leease.

I end this extended soapbox with the statement, that I wouldn't mind Obama as a president. Sure he's inexperienced and doesn't have as strong of a command on policies as Hillary, but he's an intelligent man with a progressive agenda that I like. Of course, I would prefer Hillary because she's not only intelligent with a virtually identical progressive agenda, but she's not parroting her policies off of another politician. She's got her policies grounded in experience, and as a result, her command of the issues is stronger. Obama is just "change change change," but I have more confidence in Hillary being able to make change successful because of her constantly seasoned approach to the issues, which stem from her experience. But if Obama gets this, then hey. Mild disappointment, but it's OK. He's not so bad, and if I learn to look beyond his inexperience (in Hillary's shadow), I'll learn to like him in short time.

BUT like Krugman said, if Hillary ends up becoming the nominee, and if the Obama supporters out there care about anything substantial beyond hero worship, and they should want her to win against McCain. But I get the sinking feeling that a LOT of voters out there could care less about anything beyond hero-worshipping, and are voting for Obama to either go with the tide, or because he's more "like-able," "charismatic," and "nonpolarizing," not because of the host of other qualities that I think are far more important that Hillary clearly has the edge on.

Friday, February 22, 2008

All 3 Clintons, in one week!!

Wow.
I don't know what else to say.

I had such low expectations for this entire week and as it turns out, this will be a week I'm going to remember for a long, long time.

It all really started last weekend. My parents were in town to sort of confirm where I'm living next semester (I found a 1 bed/1 bath North Campus, woo). So that got done. Good, great, wonderful. And THEN on Saturday night, I took my little brother to Hillary's TX campaign headquarters to go see Bill Clinton, who is, as always, an amazing speaker. It was so much fun, and I didn't bring a camera because I'm an idiot. But I got to hear him nonetheless!

And then the week started. The family left Sunday, I frantically hashed out a 10 page paper for my grad class, went on with my boring week, and found out that I didn't get debate tickets. I was super sad. I felt like sooo many people I knew got them. And I was starting to feel angsty. But then I was like, whatever it's ok. There are plenty of people in my boat. I'll just go to the big Watch Party at the Union like everyone else. I was too late to sign up to host at the watch party or at the actual debate through OJs cause I can't check my frickin email from lab, so I didn't even get to help out at either from OJ stuff.

So, then. Me and Vicki Chang had been planning a dinner date for two weeks (yeah, we planned for stuff two weeks in advance, that's how I operate, which is why I can NEVER make it to Gabay's freakin DS family game nights!!), but anyways, we were going to go together to the Watch Party. Brennan joins us in line. We stand in line, close to the Hogg auditorium, #657 in line, we snake our way all the way around the building, into the Union, and up the stairs to the Ballroom. Literally like 10 people in front of us to the door, the guy comes out and tells us that they're out of tickets. We can't go. We have to turn back.

So me, Vicki and Brennan kinda stand there like, what? And at this point, I was super super super sad. No debate tickets. And we couldn't even get into the freakin UNION for the Watch Party.

And then I remembered, duh, there's the official Hillary Campaign watch party for Students for Hillary volunteers. So we run out to the Drag, grab some Chipotle for dinner, Vicki calls her boyfriend who drops us off at Red River Cafe (or something) on Medical Arts where Students for Hillary volunteered earlier that day, thinking that the watch party was over there, since that's what newspapers claimed. We get there and then I remembered/we find out that the official watch party is actually at Bill Clinton's favorite Austin restaurant, Guero's, on So. Co.

Next problem: how to get there. So there were these two ladies we ran into there (one's an epidemiologist at TDSHS! the other a social worker. super nice/awesome people), and they let us ride with them over to the watch party at Guero's, where we got to watch the debate on screens in the restaurant amidst all of Austin's Hillary fans. (And if we had watched it on CAMPUS, we'd be in a population of 90% Obama supporters anyways, so it was pretty sweet to be with all the Hillary fans of Austin). We watch the debate there, Vicki chats up the secret service guy (aka Sinbad) after the debate is over and finds out that Hillary is COMING to the restaurant after the debate!

We FREAK OUT. We wait for an hour (Hillary was at the Hyatt for the official post debate party thing), and after she's done, she walks through the door of the restaurant with Chelsea. I almost passed out. She gave her spiel, we got some photos, and then she disappeared off somewhere. Then me, Vicki and Brennan run back up to the front stage at the restaurant, meet Chelsea, get her to sign our Hillary posters, and get a picture with her. Afterwards, the two sweet ladies who took us to the restaurant dropped us off back to campus. They were SO nice, the kind of people who restore your faith in humanity.

It was SO much fun. We screamed our hearts out, waved Hillary signs, yelled out chants, stood on chairs, took a buncha pictures (see Facebook!), mingled with the crowd, got free food and drinks. I almost died.

And now I'm back. And I'm amazed at myself to say that I am SO glad I didn't get debate tickets. And SOOOOOO ridiculously glad I didn't get into the campus watch party at the Union (where Chelsesa, did NOT show up thank you very much!). We were incredibly, incredibly lucky, and we made some very wise decisions. Vicki, Brennan and I had the best night EVER.

I got to see all three Clintons in person. In one week. Need I ask for more?

GO HILLARY.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Politics in my house...

Brother (over the phone): Dad's kinda pissed off at me right now
Me: Haha why?
Brother: Well, I did something you would normally do to get him irritated and mad.
Me: Hahaha what's that??
Brother: Soooo at mom's office, I used that bazillion dollar color laser printer to print out a big blow-up of Hillary Clinton.
Me, starting to laugh hysterically: Oh my god, and then what?
Brother: So, I made multiple copies and have been putting one copy under his pillow every night before he goes to sleep.
Me: WOO I have taught you soooo well!!
Brother: Yeah. He starts screaming a lot whenever he finds it and claims it's giving him nightmares. And then he tells me each time I do that again, he'll donate another ten bucks to John McCain's campaign. And then mom starts harrassing him about how he's wasting her hard-earned money to get Republicans elected to office. Except she doesn't say it like that, she curses a lot.
Me: And let me guess, they end up screaming at each other for like a good hour?
Brother: YUP! It's amazing how my simple act can blow up the house.
Me: Whatever, he deserves it. He's the one who would hang up stupid signs on the TV reading "Clinton is a liar" whenever Bill Clinton gave a State of the Union address.
Brother: Exactly.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Soapbox starts here

Sooo, I know it's not like my opinions will ever change anything, but I really hate how the entire Democratic Primary is totally contingent on one thing: the like-ability factor. Not policy differences, not character, not voting records, not the candidates' experiences . . . nobody seems to give a damn about those. . . Of course people like Obama. Just listen to the guy speak and you're in love with him/want to have his babies. Duh. (haha did I just say that out loud?) And then you have Hillary, sixty year old lady right next to him, and she's some kind of robot-machine witchy devil power monger woman that nobody really likes. Why? Because she seems fake. SEEMS FAKE. Not because of her policies, not because of what she's done in the past, nevermind that she has totally rocked pretty much every debate we've had so far, etc., NO, all of that is completely obscured by her fake cackling laughter and general bitchiness/apparent insincerity. Can we say, double-standards??

The whole mentality is pretty much summarized as so:
“Obama is just creaming Hillary. You know, all these primaries, you know. And Hillary says it’s not fair, because they’re being held in February, and February is Black History Month. And unfortunately for Hillary, there’s no White Bitch Month.”

What a crass joke. I also wish people totally ignored race and sex in elections, obviously that can never happen. And, off course, I realize that there are exceptions and not everyone is basing their decision for blue candidate of choice on trivial things, and I salute you, no matter who you support.

So she may be losing, fair and square. But she's losing for some of the most wrong and pathetic reasons in the world. Even though I feel like I'm the only Hillary fan I know, I won't join the Obama camp until I'm forced to do so. And if it comes to that point, fine. Even if I must cringe at seeing Hillary's healthcare plan escape our country's future, I'd be happy with Barack for a president. But I'd hate the outcome to be for a reason as petty as like-ability.

END SOAPBOX

In other news, three tests owned this week. woo shazaaaaam. (owned me? i owned them? no idea)
As of today, apps to four summer jobs and seven positions completed. holllllaaa
Rents come up to visit this Saturday, woo. I get to spend a night at the Arboretum and maybe shop with mommy/finalize where I'm living next year.
Things at the internship are starting to be a pain in the ass. The data I'm trying to get isn't what I'm expecting, or my reactions don't work, or when something works, there are so many more steps I need to take to confirm/wrap-up, that it's going to take me frickin forever. I was hoping to have all the data I needed by Spring Break. I'll be lucky if I have it by the end of May. Not bueno.
Tonight = catch up time. Three more apps to do, 10 page paper to start, a book to read, org- stuff, and crossing things off of my "DO THIS NOW OR DIE" list. Oh and sleep. Wateva Valentine's Day.
And then after Tuesday, things should be pretty sweet for the next two weeks. Can't wait.

I wonder how much I'd be willing to pay to go see the Clinton-Obama debate on Thurs if they end up selling tickets to students . . . that would be really ridiculously awesome, but I'm not getting my hopes up.

Also, I've compiled a ranked list of where I want to be this summer out of the places I've applied to jobs in . . . of course, that depends on if I actually get the job there, which is a ginormous IF.

1. D.C. (by a long shot)
2. NYC
3. Atlanta
4. Boston
And if I get nothing, then I should really fill out that study abroad app . . .

Crossing my fingers!!! I wish someone would just take me already. This is driving me insane and needs to be over now. Enough already. . . these applications are like prostitution. Seriously.

Thursday, February 7, 2008

Monday, February 4, 2008

THANK YOU PAUL KRUGMAN

For writing about things that are 10000000x more important than what Maureen Dowd manages to hash out in her editorials. (I mean, her track record = Pulitzer for writing about the Monica Lewinsky scandal....puh-leease...)

And thank you Paul for highlighting one of the reasons why I have slightly more support for Clinton than for Obama. So stop hating on Hillary dammit, she knows what she's doing, and no she is not a bitch. She is strong. Get over it. :)
(Note also, just because I like Hillary a lot doesn't mean I hate Barack...I don't....)

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Op-Ed Columnist

Clinton, Obama, Insurance

Published: February 4, 2008

The principal policy division between Hillary Clinton and Barack Obama involves health care. It’s a division that can seem technical and obscure — and I’ve read many assertions that only the most wonkish care about the fine print of their proposals.

But as I’ve tried to explain in previous columns, there really is a big difference between the candidates’ approaches. And new research, just released, confirms what I’ve been saying: the difference between the plans could well be the difference between achieving universal health coverage — a key progressive goal — and falling far short.

Specifically, new estimates say that a plan resembling Mrs. Clinton’s would cover almost twice as many of those now uninsured as a plan resembling Mr. Obama’s — at only slightly higher cost.

Let’s talk about how the plans compare.

Both plans require that private insurers offer policies to everyone, regardless of medical history. Both also allow people to buy into government-offered insurance instead.

And both plans seek to make insurance affordable to lower-income Americans. The Clinton plan is, however, more explicit about affordability, promising to limit insurance costs as a percentage of family income. And it also seems to include more funds for subsidies.

But the big difference is mandates: the Clinton plan requires that everyone have insurance; the Obama plan doesn’t.

Mr. Obama claims that people will buy insurance if it becomes affordable. Unfortunately, the evidence says otherwise.

After all, we already have programs that make health insurance free or very cheap to many low-income Americans, without requiring that they sign up. And many of those eligible fail, for whatever reason, to enroll.

An Obama-type plan would also face the problem of healthy people who decide to take their chances or don’t sign up until they develop medical problems, thereby raising premiums for everyone else. Mr. Obama, contradicting his earlier assertions that affordability is the only bar to coverage, is now talking about penalizing those who delay signing up — but it’s not clear how this would work.

So the Obama plan would leave more people uninsured than the Clinton plan. How big is the difference?

To answer this question you need to make a detailed analysis of health care decisions. That’s what Jonathan Gruber of M.I.T., one of America’s leading health care economists, does in a new paper.

Mr. Gruber finds that a plan without mandates, broadly resembling the Obama plan, would cover 23 million of those currently uninsured, at a taxpayer cost of $102 billion per year. An otherwise identical plan with mandates would cover 45 million of the uninsured — essentially everyone — at a taxpayer cost of $124 billion. Over all, the Obama-type plan would cost $4,400 per newly insured person, the Clinton-type plan only $2,700.

That doesn’t look like a trivial difference to me. One plan achieves more or less universal coverage; the other, although it costs more than 80 percent as much, covers only about half of those currently uninsured.

As with any economic analysis, Mr. Gruber’s results are only as good as his model. But they’re consistent with the results of other analyses, such as a 2003 study, commissioned by the Robert Wood Johnson Foundation, that compared health reform plans and found that mandates made a big difference both to success in covering the uninsured and to cost-effectiveness.

And that’s why many health care experts like Mr. Gruber strongly support mandates.

Now, some might argue that none of this matters, because the legislation presidents actually manage to get enacted often bears little resemblance to their campaign proposals. And there is, indeed, no guarantee that Mrs. Clinton would, if elected, be able to pass anything like her current health care plan.

But while it’s easy to see how the Clinton plan could end up being eviscerated, it’s hard to see how the hole in the Obama plan can be repaired. Why? Because Mr. Obama’s campaigning on the health care issue has sabotaged his own prospects.

You see, the Obama campaign has demonized the idea of mandates — most recently in a scare-tactics mailer sent to voters that bears a striking resemblance to the “Harry and Louise” ads run by the insurance lobby in 1993, ads that helped undermine our last chance at getting universal health care.

If Mr. Obama gets to the White House and tries to achieve universal coverage, he’ll find that it can’t be done without mandates — but if he tries to institute mandates, the enemies of reform will use his own words against him.

If you combine the economic analysis with these political realities, here’s what I think it says: If Mrs. Clinton gets the Democratic nomination, there is some chance — nobody knows how big — that we’ll get universal health care in the next administration. If Mr. Obama gets the nomination, it just won’t happen.

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YEAHHH. damn. straight.

Friday, February 1, 2008

Ugh

Sometimes I feel like I get people, and then I don't.

Also, I should really be more happy with myself than I am. And I know it shouldn't take something external to make me do that. But I feel like I can't spontaneously be that way on my own. And that's stupid. I am self-sufficient damn it! I depend on nothing.

I have a love-hate relationship with Maureen Dowd's editorials. Lately, it's been siding on intense hate.

Speaking of hate, John McCain is my least favorite Republican candidate. I think I dislike him more than I disliked Giuliani, and that says a lot. If all said and done we end up with a Clinton-Obama ticket, I think I would cry uncontrollably with joy.

I can't believe its February. February is definitely not one of my favorite months, but at least the weather shouldn't be too shabby.

I guess I'm sorta getting into the swing of my schedule. I don't think my schedule hates me as much as it has previous semesters...I just sorta feel like I'm in transit a lot and it gets kinda annoying when between 18 hours of classes (all of which, I think I like so far (hooray), none of which, weirdly, are labs, and one of which is next-door to the Capitol so I have to drive over there) + meetings and such, I have to squeeze in my internship on the days I don't really have class: Wednesdays (just DS seminar) and Fridays (devo discussion section that I will undoubtedly be skipping for the rest of the semester). What I hate is having to run over to the health department and run a PCR or start a sequencing rxn etc., and then run back to campus for something, and then drive back to lab to finish up and go over stuff with my PI. If I can avoid having to do that, I'll feel like I'm wasting a lot less time, but then, that entails trying to get to the lab at 7:30 AM in the mornings so I don't have to be interrupted (when I already have 8 AMs T/Th). Gosh. Goddamn. I need my sleep or I don't function. I really hope that by end of March/early April or so, I'll have all the data I need to start writing my thesis/crank out some sort of publishable report to send through the DSHS bureaucracy. Then I can end this internship once and for all and start something new senior year. The stuff I'm doing is neat, but it's not as exciting as it was last semester, and once I do the research/get the data I need (which will hopefully happen!...research can always find a way to kick you in the ass and not turn out the way you want at all...), then I am outta there.

"Damn it feels good to be a gangsta" is stuck in my head. Gotta love it when the song stuck in your head totally doesn't jive with your mood.

I swear my planner is going to spring to life and kill me one day.
That will be how I die. No joke.